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3:23 AM
Well, today is the last day of work.. The place where I feel like it's another one of my homes. Being there for 2.5 years seem to have just flashed past. From seeing the old office, to moving to French Road, and moving back to the new office just seems like yesterday. The friends, or rather, people who are like my family, and the memories of the happy moments spent there cannot be re-lived but only to be remembered and cherished. Many people ask me why I still work there after so long, time to time. The reason I always give is that I'm happy with the work environment and that I'm used to it. Looking for a new job would take time to adapt and in this aspect, I will not be very patient with myself because I'm the type of person that would want to get everything right first try. The pay isn't fantastic. But I think comparing with the average part time worker, I think it's ok. Though it is indeed quite painful to leave, I guess as they say, life still have to go on...
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1:31 AM
It's always good to receive praises or to be known that you are appreciated. Now, when was the last time you ever thanked someone or praised someone? When was the last time you received the compliment?
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11:46 AM
A tingling funny feeling.. I wonder what's going on... Is my sixth sense correct?
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12:49 AM
I get a telling off for doing my job. How fair is this?! It's like, whatever you and her spoke over the phone is between you and her. Don't vent your frustration on me just because you got a telling off. Don't call and tell me and make it sound like I was in the wrong and helped reluctantly. "Next time, if you don't want to help, it's ok. Just be frank...blah blah blah... I'm not scolding you or anything. You don't have to go complain..." Hearing this really just pisses me off. You asked me to help and I did and now give the impression that I did it unwillingly. If I help, also wrong; don't help, also wrong. 难做好人. And well, it's sad to see 2 good friends not seeing eye to eye. And things are really beginning to get blown out of proportions...
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2:06 AM
Just found out from Mom that Dad would be going for an eye operation this Friday. From the way things sound, it doesn't seems quite serious but, well, every operation does have its risk. Dad is gonna remove the cataracts from one of his eye and replace it with some lens. Being the non-risk taker my Dad is, he's only doing it on one eye for now. Which means that sooner or later, he would have to do it for the other. So I asked Mom why didn't he mention or say anything. And she said that he have been saying a few times and I am just not at home most of the time. Thinking about it, she is quite true. It's either I'm working the afternoon shift and come back to find everyone at home sleeping or I'm working the morning and catching up on dinner with friends and also come home to find everyone sleeping. Somehow, I feel I'm quite guilty for not being around at home much. After all, the home's pretty much less quieter with one less person around. But well, July's coming and I'll not be working then. And I guess, it's time to 培养 the 感情 at home before I start my next chapter of my life..
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4:31 PM
A friend whom I haven't spoke to for a long time started a conversation with me on msn today. I was let on to an information I wasn't quite expecting. It wasn't disappointment in that person but rather, I faced the feeling of being hurt. Friends who have been once close to me and/or still are, despite the times that we hardly chat, whenever something bad or negative happens to them, I'll feel upset too. Just like the phone call that I picked up the other day. In the past few months, late as this might sound, I'm beginning to understand my personality more as an Aquarius...
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1:38 AM
Jessilyn gave me a farewell gift today.. It was a photo collage. Albeit it might be something simple and small, it really meant a lot to me. I was really touched by it. She did say that "你的眼睛开始水水了." Thank you, Jessilyn. And now, it's time to find a place to place it..
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1:53 AM
As I just told a friend: "Nothing is fair in this world. We just have to do something about it or just to endure it in silence." 我们何必把自己弄得这样辛苦吗? 结果伤得最严重的人也就是我们. 如果能看开一点, 那就可能会比较好. To people of power: Don't abuse power. Remember: What goes around, comes around. To a friend(s): If there's something bugging you, don't keep it to yourself and seek other unnecessary outlets that would harm yourself mentally and/or physically. Share your problems. People who care for you are only just a phone call away. In a way, I'm glad I picked a call today. Made me realize something. Facial expressions and body language tells me that, well, it's not really a lost cause after all.
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1:18 AM
I'm angry with myself. I forgot to return my graduation gown. Which means, I forfeit my $30 deposit. ARGH! On the other hand, I can't wait for sis to be back. I'm just anxious to know what she have bought for me. I already know she has gotten for me a shirt and leather wristband in Germany. She's in Barcelona, Spain this weekend and she has smsed me to ask for my shirt size, waist size, shoe size. Thought I'm just expecting her to get me a top and a bottom. Not the shoes because I'm unsure of my own shoe size too. But I'm just a bit worried that their size is tailored for Caucasians and not for Asians and when she brings back, I can't fit... =/ Well, bedtime now. My angsty zits are throwing their fits. Swollen and red. Urgh.
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1:28 AM
BBQ dinner with my NP band clique was great. Simple but nice. Enjoyed the company, the laughs the gossips and bitchings, comparing the wet footprints and the dog! We also celebrated Shao Xuan's birthday. Got him a cake from Island Creamery. The way we boys just dig into the cake was really such a big mess. We didn't really care anyway. Daryl and Shao Xuan would be off to NS on Fri. As I think about mine,..well,... I shudder at the thought. Yes and no, I am prepared. Nonetheless, it was still a good evening well spent. Will really miss the company...
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12:39 AM
Dinner with the Mos was nice. Great to catch up on old times and to find out how everyone else is doing. Shan't post pictures up here coz I think they look gross. We'll most probably have another one before I enlist, and before Karen and Alvina fly off for their trips. Island Creamery and Dempsey Road this time. Alas, my the Da Vinci Code book is back with me. Like after..... 5 years!
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