Sunday, April 30, 2006
12:51 AM
The first week of school
The first week of school is finally over. A totally gruelling week it has been for me. Long days, with many lessons stretched in between. Sleepy lectures, heavy practicals and boring tutorials. Totally stretched. And am totally exhausted. Year 2 is indeed very very different from year 1...
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Saturday, April 22, 2006
12:42 AM
Unpleasant day
It's really an unpleasant day for me. I haven't gotten over the incident last night. I really am feeling down sad. And by coincidence, I keep seeing a word, name to be exact, popping up almost everywhere. By keeping myself busy, yes, I'm devoid of all those thoughts. But once left alone, mind left to idle, the sadness just floats back. It's a painful process. My mood gradually lightened up towards dinner. But once again, I saw something again. And I felt my heart sank... once more...
I really wanna just give up on everything. But a small part in me just refuses to...
I really wanna just give up on everything. But a small part in me just refuses to...
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Friday, April 21, 2006
2:08 AM
Life just fucks you upside down!
LIFE IS JUST UNFAIR!!!! It really screws you upside down when you least expect it. Things are never good. You could always see it coming. There I am, playing and acting like nothing has happened. But deep inside, it's clawing me away, tearing me apart, end to end. Something I predicted, long ago, is finally happening now. And yet, I have been living in that self denial, with you assuring me all the time. But now, things are different. I've finally seen it happening before my very eyes. The thing I was expecting to happen, is finally happening. Those self assurance, has finally proven it's uselessness. Naive, yes I am. But it just can't be helped.
School is starting next week. Throughout my whole holiday, I've been looking forward for school to reopen. That is till tonight. A few minutes ago when many things unravelled just before my eyes. I just don't wish to go back to school. There are many unhappy memories which I have not yet overcome.
I'd just really wanna cry my heart out. Cry till I'm out of tears. Tears of frustrations, tears of agony. Tears of grief, tears of pain. I'd just wanna sleep and never ever want to wake up.
The moment I knew, my heart just sank like a stone. Hurt. Time and again....
School is starting next week. Throughout my whole holiday, I've been looking forward for school to reopen. That is till tonight. A few minutes ago when many things unravelled just before my eyes. I just don't wish to go back to school. There are many unhappy memories which I have not yet overcome.
I'd just really wanna cry my heart out. Cry till I'm out of tears. Tears of frustrations, tears of agony. Tears of grief, tears of pain. I'd just wanna sleep and never ever want to wake up.
The moment I knew, my heart just sank like a stone. Hurt. Time and again....
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1:18 AM
First driving practical!
Today I had my first drivng practical. All I can say is... SHIOK SHIOK SHIOK! Well, that was one happy moment for the day. But after that, my mood just wasn't too good. The feelings just went downhill after I saw something that I've actually scheduled in my calender. And suddenly I get reminded by lots of things. The yearning, the pining, the many inexplainable feelings. Just felt rather distracted throughout the whole night. When will it end? I don't know.
My life is still in a big mess. I still haven't got over it.
My life is still in a big mess. I still haven't got over it.
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Saturday, April 15, 2006
1:42 AM
The Airport!
Some pictures that I've got from the airport trip the other day. Not forgetting me getting 5 stains on my clothing after Swensens'. =X
Us
Budget terminal....
Been there, done that!
I just enjoy the viewing gallery =)
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12:23 AM
School stinks.
SCHOOL SUCKSSSSS....
There's a quiz on the first day of school. How dumb can this be. GRRRR....
There's a quiz on the first day of school. How dumb can this be. GRRRR....
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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
2:21 AM
In the lab..
Here's some pretty long overdued photos in the lab...
My messy workbench for Microbio...
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My messy workbench for Microbio....jpg)
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Monday, April 10, 2006
1:39 AM
Pops and Classics: One Night in Japan
Ngee Ann Polytechnic Concert Band
is proud to present
Pops and Classics: One Night in Japan
20th May 2006 , Saturday
1800 hours
Ngee Ann Polytechnic LT 26
Tickets @ $6
is proud to present
Pops and Classics: One Night in Japan
20th May 2006 , Saturday
1800 hours
Ngee Ann Polytechnic LT 26
Tickets @ $6
Featuring.....
Disney's Fantillusion
Festival March
Enka Medley 1
Inn of Sixth Happiness
and many more...
GRAB YOUR TICKETS NOW!! (from me of course...)
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Friday, April 07, 2006
12:22 AM
I hate my new time table. Totally ghastly. I end school at 5 almost everyday. And 3 days a week I start at 8. Plenty of unnecessary breaks in between. And I hate even weeks because then, Fridays I'll be having a 4 hour break. Sucks sucks sucks.
Bitten, confused, thinking wildly.
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Wednesday, April 05, 2006
12:30 AM
Burnt
4th April 2006.
Tuesday.
Afternoon.
Sentosa.
Palawan beach.
Sun.
Sea.
Tan.
Burnt.
Tuesday.
Afternoon.
Sentosa.
Palawan beach.
Sun.
Sea.
Tan.
Burnt.
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Monday, April 03, 2006
1:32 AM
A long overdued post
Finally, the week has come to a close. Had a really busy week full of activites.
Class chalet! Man. I really had fun with my classmates. Last time for us to be together as a class. Next academic year, we would all be seperated into 4 different classes. The whole atmosphere, the feeling of making new friends will all be different. Just wish we didn't split classes. Wanna stay together.
Ubin! It's been ages since I last been there. Years to be exact. More than a decade ago. The place looks pretty much the same. Cycling was fun. Haven't touched a bicycle in ages. Needless to say, my bum definitely hurts. It still is. Got a slight tan. But it's going to wear off in a weeks' time. As expected.
I'm reaching my breaking point. I really find it hard to find the strength to carry on...
Class chalet! Man. I really had fun with my classmates. Last time for us to be together as a class. Next academic year, we would all be seperated into 4 different classes. The whole atmosphere, the feeling of making new friends will all be different. Just wish we didn't split classes. Wanna stay together.
Ubin! It's been ages since I last been there. Years to be exact. More than a decade ago. The place looks pretty much the same. Cycling was fun. Haven't touched a bicycle in ages. Needless to say, my bum definitely hurts. It still is. Got a slight tan. But it's going to wear off in a weeks' time. As expected.
I'm reaching my breaking point. I really find it hard to find the strength to carry on...
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